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damn [16 Apr 2006|12:44pm] yo its been madd long since i had this shit. so i met a boy his name is eric, hes 22, has an apartment and he told me he likes me, score, me cooked me dinner and we just talked and shit. i totally wasent a whore about it though which is awsome. because i always give it up to easy. its easter im at my dads, im hungry. i really like eric though. hottie Desperate?

[13 Oct 2004|12:12pm] i couldnt deal with the blogger shit so my new shit is coldheartedcunt and thats livejournal bitches Desperate?

[22 Sep 2004|02:06pm] http://coldheartedbitch.blogspot.com/ i ganked rozs new journal site... fuckersss Desperate?

[22 Sep 2004|01:16pm] [ mood | aggravated ] I'LL BEAT YOU WITH A STICK MOTHER FUCKER. Desperate?

its uhh 8:35 [14 Sep 2004|11:59am] i might go on a cruise and stuff with joe... and i think life sucks. well im glad im growing up.. ps i have no school thursday or friday. I love you baby. 1 pulled the fuckin' trigger | Desperate?

saturday sucks [11 Sep 2004|01:44pm] yesterday was possibly the most fun ive had in a really long time and ive been real depressed lately.. and today put the icing on the cake.. i did get a a job but its only one day a week (again)\ why can't things get better Desperate?

spits [20 Aug 2004|01:44am] im at spits house... becky peirced my septum. its been one hell of a twat night.. from drinking in the park to walking to the keansburg beach.. i need joe to call me.... well back to twat night. see you fucks laterr. Desperate?

its wed. im at school [11 Aug 2004|01:03pm] so for the past 3 days ive been in cosmetology school and the summer course is so much fun... so i think im taking the 2:46 train to red bank and im calling sir joeseph becuae i havent see him since last wee and i miss him.. well im gonna go i get to go back to ginnys in like 10 minutes and i cant wait for red bank.. woot woot... peace out homies Desperate?

its been a fuckin long day [02 Aug 2004|09:56pm] 0h man has it been a day.. i feel like shit, i have the worst headache and stomach ache and my eyes hurt and so does my back ... good news- joes not gone bad news- yet i hope i didn't do anything wrong.. because you seem kinda mad.. and if i did im sorry. i feel like im losing all my friends again. 3 pulled the fuckin' trigger | Desperate?

penis [02 Aug 2004|12:20am] its sunday(techincally bc i havent slept yet) .... i got up showered ate breakfast.. sat around and did some computer shit... came to joes. and im staying here tonight because he has court in the morning and i wanted to go with him.. im in a really weird mood.. i feel like i could cry or start screaming any minute and i cant help it.. sometimes i wonder if you think of the day that broke me i wonder if you can feel that pain still inside me its a feeling i cant help i said i could forgive but i never said i could forget, and i dont know if i can i want to let go but i keep on holding on to it and its holding me back things could be so much better.. i wish i wasent so emotional.. i cant stand who ive become. where did i lose myself?????????? Desperate?

[31 Jul 2004|11:55pm] im gonna get my septum peirced! yay! and i hung out with some red bank kids today.. it had been a while... i dont know what to write .... whatever.... peace kids dustyfasterthenchicksgetwetinawettshirtconstestoverandout i<3joe Desperate?

where did i leave off? [22 Jul 2004|02:12pm] when things get good shit goes bad... and i hate knowing i have 3 weeks and i hate knowing that im gonna be alone... i fucking hate it.ahhhh! on the bright side...i know you love me past couple of days ive been with joe.. sat-work hung out with joe, went bowling with his mom and dad, then me and joe went to the board walk.. went back to joes, watched a movie and i went home sunday- went to staten island with joes parents and joe... went on some errands with his mom.. she bought me and icecream cone.. slept at joes monday- went to court with joe and his dad.. joe slept over tuesday- hung around my house all day watched tv and movies wed- slept in went on the kakiaks (sp) with joe hung out ate food.. played video games as for today i have no idea.. what ever happens. happens dustyfasterthena2mintuewhorecangetherpantiesoffoverandout Desperate?

[12 Jul 2004|12:48am] ..... i dont even know what to write anymore.. i cant stand my mother right now... she cant leave the herion thing alone.. DOES SHE THINK IM FUCKING PROUD OF STICKING NEEDLES IN MY ARM?!?!?! i'm gonna miss you baby---- hurry back to me././/././././././././././././.\.\.\.\..\.\.\.\\.\.\.\.\..\.\.\.\.\ so allie got the wedding pics up.. ill post the link tomorrow its ok sunshine, things will be better when im home again Desperate?

marrige [09 Jul 2004|08:36pm] i had a really good day.. i love joe so much.. i cant beleive were married. amazing.. ill update tomorrow and tell about it.. im waiting for a window boy.. =) Dustyistotallyandcompletelyinlovetheend Desperate?

9:26 PM [04 Jul 2004|09:26pm] "Murder murder a ripe blood stain Pulled the fucking trigger cause Im sick of it all Murder murder a ripe fucking hate Pulled the fucking trigger cause Im sick of it all I went to school today with an oozi Theres this kid he teased me so i shot em in the face All the worlds light wont ease my pain It wont cease im diseased will you hang me please I'm a nihilist raised on violence What do i do im american youth All my life ive lived in silence Im gonna snap ill get you back Im a girl im only 13 my body rots Cause i wont fucking eat Im a silent star on a b-roll Im a mirror fucking image of no control Give me the award i conquered food again What else is better in life than to purge my pain If i cut, i wont look like that If i cut if i cut i wont feel like this We are kids we think life is a scam We come from wasted land We are kids we play punk rock and roll If we didnt we got no soul We are different kids with the same heartbeat We got one pulse running through the streets They are our arteries I am part of this" Today i remembered why i moved out of my dads.. its a sad sad world. Desperate?

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